Chapter 7 - Lillia Needs a Nap

Lillia sat on the edge of the stair landing, letting her feet hang over the first steps toward the second floor. She’d leaned back a minute earlier and found her hand brushing against the edge of the old knight’s armor. She hadn’t jumped like usual. Instead, she’d closed her eyes and tried to think that it was a person.
She knew she hadn’t even been here alone for that long, but it was horrible down here and she didn’t know if there was going to be an end to it. There were supposed to be knights. There were supposed to be servants. She was a princess dammit. There were supposed to be perks that came with the position.
If there had been one thing Lillia had been sure of in her life before this entire ordeal, it was that she was never going to be alone taking care of herself. Even her aunt, horrible in all the ways she was, kept Lillia clothed, fed, and social for appearance’s sake. Now that she’d had Lillia thrown in here, it felt more like fattening up a pig than any form of charity, but her aunt didn’t need extra context to be a murderous usurper.
Lillia pulled her knees in close again. It felt warm, but she hated that she liked it. What kind of sniveling child was she? She was supposed to grow up and run a kingdom. Could she seriously not manage her emotions?
[You have leveled up! ]
The text hung on the edge of Lillia’s vision, but she’d been staring past it into the middle distance. It was progress. It was something. The worst day—Days? Hours?—of her life had led to a single level. She knew from the scrolls there were at least twenty three.
The knight had been at least level 15. He would have had to be. Lillia balled her fist against the plate metal behind her. It was warm where she’d been resting her hand; that was close enough to having someone there.
Vianaffir was still bloody from killing Havoc. She didn’t have water to clean it, and she couldn’t bring herself to wipe the blood off onto her dress.
[You have leveled up.]
Good for her. She supposed.
Lillia pushed up off the stairs. She’d felt the pressure building behind her eyes, and she certainly would not sit here feeling sorry for herself if it was going to make her cry. She could drown in all the sorrows she wanted, but once she reached that point, time was up and she had to do something, anything, else.
There was only darkness down the stairs. Lillia took a steadying breath and closed her eyes. She just needed to poke her head down there. She would simply take several steps into the shadows. That would be progress. Then she could sit and wait for Havoc…if there was anything to wait for.
The hobgoblin had assured her he would come back, but considering the skeleton Lillia was getting creepily comfortable with, some things could die down here.
She could die down here.
Lillia stared down into the darkness and pulled Vianaffir off the ground. The blood on it had dried. Lillia’s gaze lingered on the stain. A princess with a sword was propaganda; blood on the sword just made it wrong.
She held the tip far out into the shadow and saw the blade wobble. Havoc had never been close to getting hit by her. She was unsteady.
Lillia shifted her stance, trying to remember what the knights did in the tournaments she’d watched.
If she had a horse, she could joust around the dungeon. Lillia was sure she could have done that easily. She’d always paid attention to the jousting events—they had horses!—but her eyes glazed over at the idea of duels.
If she wanted to watch grown men fight for no reason, there were a thousand inns within the capital’s walls, and she frequented none of them.
Lillia centered the sword and held it closer to her body. That felt better. She tried a swing and, while it was more confident than before, it was still awkward and sweeping. Was that because she wasn’t allowed to use Vianaffir, or just because she was bad at this?
The first to save her ego? The latter to be realistic? Both was a good compromise.

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“Do I count as level two if I’ve ignored it?” Lillia asked. She swung the sword again. Quicker, but she still stumbled forward with the slash, chasing after the steel’s arc and weight.
“Will I be better if I’m level two?”
She swung across instead of vertically. The momentum pulled her too far across with each swipe. She managed to hold her footing, but her body still lurched with each attempt until she growled in frustration.
Lillia stopped herself short of desecrating—kicking—the knight. Barely. She then turned to the door to Havoc’s room and peeked inside. She didn’t need to look far in to see the pooled blood. The princess snapped the door shut.
Not that way.
Lillia’s breathing settled faster than before, but tiredness swept in with the calm. Her body sagged as she allowed the feeling to catch up with her. She could be determined. She could certainly be tired. None of that would erase the need to sleep.
Of course, there was nothing to sleep on here, and Lillia wasn’t about to curl up on a stone floor. At least she hoped she wasn’t. So far the dungeon had done a good job of letting her come to a conclusion only to force the alternative upon her.
The only other fabric she had was her dress, which was still ruined and still covered in bug guts. She could sleep on the scrolls from Havoc’s room, but paper wasn’t comfortable, and she wasn’t opening that door again.
Lillia’s eyes drifted over to the door on the other side of the landing. The hunting lodge. She wanted Havoc to come back, but hopefully it hadn’t been a day yet for the chitterpede’s sake.
The hunting lodge still smelled old and rancid as Lillia poked her head in from the door. Stepping in could have slammed the door behind her. She just needed something that could jam the door. Or…
Lillia stabbed Vianaffir into the edge of one of the skins on the ground and pulled it toward her. The fur was thick, brown, and coarse.
Not that one.
Another. Long fur that was white and patterned. It was soft but much too small to be any sort of bedding aside from a pillow. Time to grab another.
Lillia stepped forward. The door slammed behind her. Last time she’d screamed. This time she just sighed.
“Whatever. Sure.”
Lillia turned to the door.
[The Hunting Lodge - Level 1: Cleared! Levels Up Tomorrow.]
The princess tried the door. It worked. Somehow that didn’t make her feel better. First off. The room leveling up didn’t sound good. Secondly, it meant that she’d been leaning in the doorway, stabbing the rug like an idiot for the past minute. There really was no winning in this damned place.
Now that Lillia knew she had her pick of the litter, she took her time on the room. The acrid smell of rotted beer slowly faded into the background as she collected pelts and tested each of them. Some of them were almost too heavy for her to move, but when the alternative was sleeping on the bare stone floor, Lillia could find the strength.
By the end of the process, and after coming to terms with how many of the rugs had touched the skeleton on the way up, Lillia had collected a properly preposterous pile of fur to avoid sleeping anywhere close to the floor.
The princess was still wearing clothes she’d stolen off a bug. She was still covered in more fluids than she wanted to count. She still didn’t know how many horrors stood between her and a return to the castle…if that was ever coming, but—
Lillia had slept the night her parents died. She had managed to sleep enough to take care of what they needed. She had organized the royal funeral while hearing the echoes of a thousand forced sorrows ringing in her head. She had managed to sleep, knowing her aunt was in her mother’s bed. She’d squeezed her eyes shut, balled her fists against her chest and forced everything out.
She could do it now.
Lillia took a deep breath and clenched her teeth as she laid down. The furs were warm, but they weren’t her bed. She could feel the cold of the stone floor around her. The hot air of the fire stirred the chain above her and caused it to rattle through the ‘night.’
The princess rolled over. She’d wrapped Vianaffir in one of the skins. Holding it was almost like having one of her dozen pillows back home. It was close enough.
She had to stop the sobs. They were going to keep her awake. Lillia pressed her nails into her palm, digging deep as she could. She bit her lip. She pressed her tongue against the roof of her mouth.
Lillia did a thousand things. She wasn’t sure when, but at some point she tumbled down into sleep.
 

The princess didn’t know how long she’d been asleep. The cold dark of the dungeon didn’t allow for sunrise or any other means of telling time. Lillia closed her eyes again, hoping that she could squeeze more time out of the unmaking world, but something gnawed at the inside of her eyelids. Sleeping felt somehow safe. Lying there with her eyes closed?
Lillia was stiff as she unburied herself from the pile of skins. The shoulder that she’d slept on groaned at her with each movement. She’d made as good a bed as she could, but it was still a far cry from her time back in the castle.
After taking a moment to take stock of the fact that she still needed a bath and something to wear other than bug skins, Lillia stretched as well as she could and—
Oh shit, Havoc.
Lillia didn’t tear down the stairs, Princesses didn’t run like that, but she ran to the door and threw it open. Blood that had congealed on the bottom of the door splattered across the landing, soaking her feet and splashing the knight.
Screaming, Lillia stumbled backward and tumbled over the knight. The skeletal face of the dead stared at her through the visor as she crashed to the ground. The princess rolled twice and ended up in the edge of the Hunting Lodge, on the creaking floorboards she’d left bare in her quest for a bed.
The door had the same text as before.
[The Hunting Lodge - Level 1: Cleared! Resets Tomorrow.]